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http://www.foxsports.com.au/story/0,...-23217,00.html
November 08, 2009
A devastated Stirling Mortlock has revealed his unreliable body had forced him to confront the possibility his Wallabies career was over, now that his Grand Slam tour dream had been snuffed out.
"I'm not pulling down the curtain, but the truth is I've got to sit down and reassess the reality of where I'm at," Mortlock, 32, said in his first interview since re-tearing his dodgy calf muscle in training in Sydney last Friday.
"It's still too raw to pursue that, but the reality is I said from the outset of 2009 that by the end of this year I'd have an understanding of where my body and form are at (for a push to the 2011 World Cup)," he said.
"My body has struggled with its worst year. Things have gone pear-shaped."
A knee cartilage injury against South Africa in August, and now these two calf issues, will have whittled his 2009 contribution to just four of 14 Tests. The uncertainty contributed to him losing the Test captaincy for the tour.
The 80-Test backline powerhouse had already begun packing for a flight to Dublin to join his Wallabies teammates when a grab in the muscle during rehab running on Friday scuttled his high hopes of finishing the tour with a bang against Ireland, Scotland and Wales.
"It's unbelievably bad news. Devastating . . . when I consider how my rehab was going and how excited I was to be heading over to join the boys," he said.
"Basically, I'd done sessions Monday-Tuesday and Thursday-Friday. I was three-quarters of the way through final running with my physio when I felt a pretty decent grab in the calf. I knew straight away I was gone.
"The only good thing is it hasn't happened in a week leading up to a Test or in a big game."
Mortlock has already spoken to Brumbies coach Andy Friend and vowed to go full-throttle at the 2010 Super 14 season with new signings Rocky Elsom and Matt Giteau.
"I'm not pulling down the curtain . . . it's reassess time."
His latest ARU contract finishes after 2010, and the rich offers he has had from Japan will be weighed up against whether the 2011 World Cup in New Zealand is a tournament too far.